Good bye SUCKS

This past week has been, in lack of better words sucky! Last Wednesday the 2nd of November, we said good-bye to our sweet pup Callie, i will not go into detail on that but, in our hearts we know it was for the best. Then Michael had to say good-bye to his mom, well more like a see ya in 6mths but still it was an emotional not fun day. Thursday November 10th was a heart breaking, uncontrollable crying day as we dropped Mike off at the airport knowing it will be the last kiss in a long time. having to explain to Mckenzy that daddy was going to work but he will be back in a few months was hard, she kept asking me "but mommy, what about daddy" i think my entire thanksgiving what am i thankful for answer will be SKYPE, it makes me so happy to see my husbands beautiful face, and it just lights my daughters face up to see her daddy. so THANK GOD FOR SKYPE. saying good bye isn't something that mckenzy does often yet it affects her tremendously, just saying bye to a friend leaving she cries, when my brother goes home she cries, and this weekend her AMAZING god parents came for a surprise visit, she soaked it up she was so happy, they left today and it broke her heart. i don't know how to get it across to her that its just temporarily that we will see them again. i hate seeing her cry, i hate saying goodbye to the ones i love, i wish i could have a huge property and everyone live on it. this next six months is going to have its ups and downs but i know i have to pull threw them no matter what, my husband depends on me, my girls depend on me and i depend on myself to make it as happy and buy as i can. there are so many questions that are going to come from my beautiful 3yr old that im going to have a hard time answering such as; "mommy where is daddy, when is he coming home" "mommy where is Callie" "mommy i want daddy, go get my daddy" i have to learn to answer these without crying, i don't want her to see me cry i don't want her to know mommy is sad, but how do i do that? Anyways this is a big horrible grammar rant, but the moral is saying goodbye sucks, weather it be to a friend who you will see tomorrow or your husband who you will see in half a year. it sucks. thanks for reading.